Thursday, November 20, 2014

Consider...

    When I begin to think about preparing my heart to leave ministry here in Nsoko and eventually head back to Colorado, there are so many things that come to my mind.  Bittersweet doesn't even begin to describe the many different feelings I have felt over the last weeks and months.  But the more I reflect on things and look back at pictures and think of times with different people, the more I am humbled and amazed at God's faithfulness.  
   In the grocery store today, one of my favorite gogos hugged me & wouldn't let go.  I first met her in 2012 as she was collecting caterpillars as we sat under the tree and she told us how she struggled to provide for the three grandchildren that she was caring for.  Two of them are double orphans, and it's been a blessing and a privilege to walk with them the past few years - seeing her cry tears of joy over a birthday cake and a wheelbarrow on her birthday last year, seeing her excitement and relief when we took the kids to get school shoes, seeing her cry and immediately start praying as we gave her an audio Bible earlier this year.  And even today, hearing her describe her gratefulness over a chicken we gave her 2 months ago to eat.  God has been (and will continue to be) faithful in her life as she has prayed desperate and mighty prayers to Him. 
   As we were walking through another part of the grocery store, we saw another old friend - who called us a month or so ago to ask us to come pray with him because he thought he was dying.  This man who we have known for years, and who we watched as he lovingly and selflessly cared for his disabled sister.  We saw his curiosity over the stories Jesus told in the Bible, and we saw his helplessness when his sister eventually died and he called us to help get her body to the morgue because they didn't have any options.  God has been (and will continue to be) faithful to him as he seeks Him in a land of brokenness.  
   As we were leaving the grocery store, I saw another friend - a young woman who was beaten so badly by her grandmother that she couldn't walk for many years.  She is a double orphan who cares for her older brother, who is disabled and also a younger sister who is still in school.  God has been (and will continue to be) faithful to them as they walk through a life of suffering, hoping in Him when there isn't much earthly hope for them.  
    As I have said many times before, I feel like I am sitting in the front row of a movie theater, watching the many ways God is at work here in Nsoko...and it just so happens to be my life!  And as the blog is titled - this is just one blink of my eye - one view of how God is at work here.  So as I reflect back on the last 5 years of ministry here with AIM and CHC, I am going to share some of those reflections here - partly to thank you for your prayers, support, encouragement, and friendships; partly to help my own heart process the different feelings that I am feeling; but mostly to praise and glorify God for the great things He has done (and continues to do) in us, through us, and around us in Nsoko.  Join me over the next few weeks as I share here on my blog some of the many ways He has been at work here in Nsoko!

"Only fear the Lord and serve him faithfully with all your heart. 
For consider what great things he has done for you."
~ 1 Samuel 12:24

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